We started Scene 8 today, as we couldn't get round to yesterday as didn't have enough time. So we started to block it. This is where we are fist introduced to Brit and Meat(Me and Milly) so its a key scene. We start off by being off stage and then we come on, acting weary as we are hiding from the cops. We just went through our lines as well, so we knew where the blocking was when we said our lines. I was really confident and up for singing today, but when it got round to singing I sung the first couple of lines and my voice started going really weird, and I was getting really nervous and embarrassed, because it was in front of the class. This was the first time I've ever sung solo in front of more than 2 people, so it was hard for me. I did try but every time I did, I got embarrassed and stopped. After that scene was blocked I had to go to the toilet as I started to have a panic attack and getting myself really worked up about what happened. Grace and Emily went to the toilet with me and calmed me down and said don't worry you will get better. We'll help you and Lena can help you too. I went back and we went to start Scene 10, but unfortunately we didn't have enough time. Rachel spoke to me at the end of the lesson and said don't worry about it you can practice with Lena an really build up your confidence. Plus she said you can work with Emily and Milly a lot. She said you just have to find the break in your voice and see past that. Overall it wasn't a great rehearsal for me, but I know what I need to do now for next time we run through the songs.
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